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Oct 2015

25 Oct 2015 Need for self-expression

Nov 2015

11 Nov 2015 I'm an Information Black Hole
18 Nov 2015 Update #1

Jan 2016

26 Jan 2016 Strong people control their identity
27 Jan 2016 Inefficiency Report

Mar 2016

26 Mar 2016 Ach Mein Gott

Oct 2016

15 Oct 2016 It takes lots of Bravery and Poverty for an Educated Person to Eat Unhealthy
22 Oct 2016 Actually a legitimate plan for my future

Oct 2018

13 Oct 2018 me in tjc (part 1)
13 Oct 2018 how this site has saved me a bit

Nov 2018

5 Nov 2018 Redmond Earthpaste
20 Nov 2018 Einsamkeit (re-upload???)

Dec 2018

9 Dec 2018 Don't Eat Instant Coffee Granules - 40 Hours No Sleep
9 Dec 2018 Drunk Girl Eats 10++ Fishballs
13 Dec 2018 Stop Demeaning My Old, Crummy Phone
24 Dec 2018 Untergang - The 12-pack of tissues.
27 Dec 2018 I Strongly Urge You to Deal with the Fucking Consequences of Your Fertility

Jan 2019

2 Jan 2019 my fucking headache - it only gets worse
2 Jan 2019 How 財神, Caishen, God of Wealth has screwed countless Oriental-Religious Chinese over
3 Jan 2019 Aqua-planing
10 Jan 2019 The Updated List of 10 Things I want to Learn
12 Jan 2019 A Quick Lament on Singaporean Vegetarianism
16 Jan 2019 blood, gallons of the stuff
19 Jan 2019 The Disastrous Nonsense of my Teachers Pissing me off
19 Jan 2019 Fuck those Global Warming Deniers
31 Jan 2019 Will I read War and Peace?

Feb 2019

15 Feb 2019 Job Search Overkill.
15 Feb 2019 The day 12/02/19: nightmare + bowling

Mar 2019

10 Mar 2019 Incensed - The Duality of Man
31 Mar 2019 bound to a desk
31 Mar 2019 Wrecked by Werk

Apr 2019

05 Apr 2019 Keep Yourself Busy – Financial Planning
23 Apr 2019 Demonic Interiew, Constrained, Strained and Irksome
25 Apr 2019 A Tale of 17 Year Olds
29 Apr 2019 Alexander Hamilton/Macbeth - Reading

May 2019

03 May 2019 Alexander Hamilton/Macbeth - Reading
05 May 2019 Receipt - Religion
07 May 2019 Detour – Driving (Part 1)
11 May 2019 Demonic Interview Part 2
19 May 2019 Archive Migration

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AY2023/24 Semester 1 Module Ramblings

11/12/23 Didn’t you say that talking to only a grand total of 1 person for 2 entire years has caused you to develop codependency? But if im gonna develop codependency anyway, why shouldn’t I lean in completely to this fate of mine? Amor fati. And everyone is gone. Everyone is gone. JS is somewhere, with a new name. Shes somewhere near but unreachable. Oh how I’d give just to catch a glimpse of her silhouette, of her backview. Prelude in: How The Semester Started The holy roman empire was neither holy nor roman nor an empire. Starting week 1 with 34 MCs is wild. Like, I know I plan to drop some, and i never intended to do 34 MCs, but its still hella wild and makes for some good screenshots. (what am i even trying to prove…) Why would anyone do this, even if its completely with a plan to drop most / a few of them. And is done with the purposes of tutorial slot optimising, in order to force them to give me an optimal tutorial slot. Like, who hurt you, babygirl? Post Week 4 Re...

How the Hell did I allow myself to be dragged by the nose for three years?

06/05/23 23/06/22 Comp-sci. Algo Trading. It wouldn’t be far fetched to say that my desire to do the latter was the reason for my doing the former. A long time ago i got infatuated with the stock market and opened a brokerage account. And a few months later I decided that as long as I can spend every night day trading in the library in my first two years of college, by the time i was a Junior, i will have managed to compound my money enough to buy a decent used car. For reference here are a list of my declared specializations for the past 6 going on 7 semesters, to the best of my memory. My memory is, as always, fuzzy. Y1S1 – AI and Graphics/Games Y1S2 – AI and Graphics/Games Y2S1 – AI and Algo/Theory Y2S2 – Security and Algo/Theory Y3S1 – DB and Security Y3S2 – DB and Networks Y4S1 – SWE and DB (The other three that have never been part of my list are Programming Languages, Multimedia Information Retrieval, and Parallel Computing. But even now i think i...

Stem in STEM – two branches.

13/09/24 Pardon the racial subtelties that I am definitely missing. I am not a woman in STEM, and that makes me feel guilty. The reason that I am not a woman in STEM, stems from the way in which I am “not like the other girls”, that is, I am not a girl. Realising that I am not a woman in STEM makes me feel like I have taken away one precious sister in STEM, and turned them to the dark side. Though they were never a sister. FTMs? AFAB NBs? Why can’t y’all just be good butches? Do you see what womens activists have sacrificed just to get us to this point? And you’re gonna throw it all away? Declare that you are not a woman? The fact that this tra**y is in STEM / tech just adds another layer of insult. See how hard women have fought people like you to be recognised in STEM? And now that you have a job in STEM, do you abandon your sisters? And do you still get to benefit from opportunities which were meant for women in STEM, when you’re not even a woman? But anyone’s ...