02/10/21 I seem to have forgotten that I am, first and foremost, a CS student. I…am not human. I am an essay writing machine. Or at least, that is what this semester is making me feel like. FAS1101 and 3 philosophy modules is slowly morphing me from the kinda-person-not-really-but-perhaps-at-least-a-bit-human into a machine that churns out essays. While talking to myself. Well damn, brains got hands. Fighting myself. And a gaming addiction. To mobile games by…Supercell, HitGrab, and a guy called Orteil. And between these and being kinda depressed perhaps might of ADHD, theres no time for coding. SQL is Greek to me. Java…I was gonna say its like French but I guess a more accurate comparison would be Chinese. But that’s only because NUS is a Java Factory and I’ve been tortured by Java thoroughly in the past. And so, I dropped one of my CS mods during recess week. Partly because the guy who I have yet to name here, but who held my hand once, suggested that we could take it togeth