Myriad of Problems
22/08/19 Merely compounded by me writing this. Because I have a long list of assignments to do, which all have very close, and rapidly approaching deadlines. And enormous consequences if I do not submit them in time. And also, another long list of homework that I need to be accountable for, because it is only the second week of school and I have already fallen behind. And every assignment is recorded in my grades, which directly affects my entire life. and it terrifies me. But I am putting it off because I really have to write. And type. And bang the keyboard. With words that are mine. Words that I want to write. Words that I am writing because it is what I feel, and not words that I am writing because I need to write them, because I am afraid of the consequences. Words that can flow from my fingertips, dripping with my blood, and tears. But effortless. Words with essence, not merely a shell of myself. And writing. Words that can take away some of the pain. Words that can distrac