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15/07/19 When I first watched Phantom of the Opera, specifically a proshot recording of the 25 th anniversary version, back in August 2018, I was blown away by the amazing songs and the wonder of all the voice variation ad emotion. I didn’t really understand the exact details of the storyline, that was to say. To the extend of confusing Raoul and Erik in the songs, especially the duets with Christine. But now I find I can identify which parts are Erik singing and which parts are Raoul. Not just cos of the voice registers and the vocal texture of the singers. Because that really depends on which actor is playing Raoul or Erik. I haven’t heard many versions of the musical soundtrack, but usually I think Erik has a lower voice as compared to Raoul. But it is the thematic difference in the lyrics that Erik and Raoul sing that I use to differentiate who is singing which part. Songs include: ·          Think of Me ·          I remember…/Stranger than you Dreamt it ·          A

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12/07/19 I once thought that the hardest part of learning to drive would be the driving test. And indeed, that is difficult, but just because I have passed my driving test doesn’t mean that I stop having nightmares about driving. This nightmare had the premise that some house was on fire from a lift explosion or something and I think I was trying to flee. The nightmares get more nuanced now that I have passed my driving test, I guess. Not that it's a good thing. I remember a long time ago, something like years ago or something, I had a nightmare about me driving a car illegally, hurling down the highway and feeling out of control, because of course I don’t know how to drive. But this time the nightmare is about going around a right turn at a cross junction at a high speed and like I completely go onto the curb. But I don’t think I crashed which is a good thing. I seem to recall that it was the second time that this particular dream sequence of me up curb after going around a